I think I should leave a note somewhere. And I realize that tumblr is not an appropriate blogging site. But it’s still one of the blogs that I access the most. 

I have been thinking that computer science is not a fit for me. And it may not be, but I realize that the reasons that I used to reach this conclusion may not be accurate. I thought that it’s not a good fit for me because I am not yet passionate about a topic or a field enough to dedicate time and energy to it like other computer scientists do. But if I do think back on the times I spent on homework assignments, I am intrigued by these things. At the same time my passion for art is bigger. But I do believe that computer science is still a field and topic given to me, and that I should be good steward of it. I don’t know how long I should stay in this field, if I’ll eventually move on to art, or if I’ll do something that combines computer science and art, but that is the conclusion that I make about myself and computer science. I am interested in it. Now if my grade is good enough for me to stay in it and pursue a good career or grad school is another question. 

And it’s also comforting to know that nobody reads this blog. Public but hidden. Cool.